One of the toughest things about being a yoga instructor is that yoga is such an intensely personal process, it's difficult to know whether your students are tuning out or going through major shifts inside. Experienced teachers can read some of the signs - tightening or softening in the jaw, quality of the breath - but unless the student is willing to share what's happening, it's a bit like teaching to a room full of black boxes. A teacher can come to wonder whether their classes are really making a difference.

For years after I started practicing yoga I doubt I gave any indication that anything my instructors taught was landing. My body was tight and my sarcasm was sharp. I was driven to accomplish something physical in class without understanding that it was my mind and heart that needed to be worked on as much as my hamstrings and core. Yet there were moments where I would break open, get it, be inspired, change. In the midst of looking like I wasn't getting it at all in those classes, I was.

At this point in my teaching career I've learned to assume that, as Morpheus says to Neo in The Matrix, "Some of these people are not ready to be unplugged," but I know from my own experience that some are ready for what they can become through yoga, even if it doesn't seem so from the outside. Before every class I teach now, I take a breath and remember how grateful I am for those classes, those instructors, those moments where I came onto my mat a human mess and had the opportunity to experience the deep transformation that yoga brings. My dharma is effortless when I start from that place, because I know that someone about to devote an hour of their time to this practice could be on the cusp of a change that will forever alter their course, heal their wounds, open their eyes, or give them a sense of true peace and stillness. It is my passion and greatest reward to create moments of opportunity for people to be transformed through this practice.

Below is a video that expands on some of these thoughts, from Seane Corn, who is one of my favourite teachers and someone who has walked this path and guided me along it in the process. Enjoy and Namaste.

Saying, “I should do yoga” is like to saying, “I should wear pants.” It’s an excellent idea that stands to benefit you in a number of ways. But with so many different types of yoga, trying to pick the perfect kind can be difficult.

SweetFit is here to help. Our resident Yogi, Asia Nelson, has put together a guide to yoga that will help you figure out which type is right for you.

Read the full article - http://bit.ly/q842P4

http://www.sweetspot.ca/SweetFit/workouts/46734/whats_your_yoga_style/?gal=46733#gallery_header

"Recognizing that we can handle what life throws at us with grace and strength means we can approach life with the intention to love more, harm less, let go, hang on and learn. That’s powerful. When we understand our invincibility, we cease to react; instead, we simply choose."

Read the full piece on Elephant Journal -

http://www.elephantjournal.com/2011/10/invincible--asia-nelson/

Just got back from a week in New York. Here’s a taste of how it went:

Went to a taping of Iron Chef America (cheers to the most delicious item in that kitchen, whose name rhymes with Heaven Crush, for getting us in, and for being an integral part of why the week was so good); ate some amazing food (so many places, but two words direct from Bob Blumer: Vai Spuntino. Go, and thank me later); spent coveted time with one of my longest-running soul mates and met a handful of new people I plan to love for a lifetime; enjoyed the heat of a Central Park meander in July; explored Brooklyn for the first time (if you love funky design go to Building on Bond, and thank me later), drank some smashingly good cocktails night after eventful night, my fav being a little ditty called Absinthe Minded (if you’re a cocktail connoisseur, hit Employees Only, and thank me later); and indulged in a handful of other pleasures that make NYC one of my favourite places on the planet. Oh, and then I ate a whole lot more food.

Before someone asks, yes I went to Eataly. I wanted to shoot myself in the eye. What a gong show. We got there at 7:17pm. We got the text telling us space was opening up and we could come on in at 10:04pm, at which point we’d already contentedly diverted to Otto Enoteca. I’m sure the new beer garden is amazing; I will enjoy it when it’s not so high on the NY Hot List.

So what of this vegan+yoga challenge you may ask? The yoga is easy, especially because I had my own apartment in Brooklyn with plenty of space for some salutations and warriors, but I won’t lie: I had a tad more than one cheat meal a day while on this trip. I did scope out some very good vegan/vegan-friendly joints - Sacred Chow being a fave - but more than once during the week I dove gleefully off the wagon and into steak tartar or Alaskan crab or ribs from Spice Market. Oh my, those ribs …

For me, going to New York and avoiding meat is like going to an art gallery and purposely averting my eyes from the Picassos. But also great food makes me very happy to be alive, and I need some of that these days. It has not been an easy year, which might be the understatement of the year, and NYC was a delicious reprieve from which I did not want to return. In fact, at JFK on my way home it took an invite to the Sky Lounge for a few drinks from a charming man named Scott to keep me from flat-out sulking. This year has been full of ‘taking my lumps’ and I wanted to taste la dolce vida instead in all its forms, even if just for a week.

That being said, after a few days I did find myself voluntarily wanting to get back to my vegan options. I do actually want to make the personal revolutions in my life that this site is about. It’s important, even more important than New York beef it seems. If you know me, you know that’s a pretty big deal for me to say.

So now I’m home and reality is once again setting in with a thud. Yet I am more contented than ever to chose a grapefruit over a cupcake. Let the revolution continue …

Going vegan this month has been a refresher course in essentials. What can be pared away to get back to the very basics - of food, and of us? Eggs Florentine is a delicious development in flavours; simply enjoying steamed kale with a dash of salt reminded my taste buds what each of those two flavours were and what they were together. In the same vein, my life at 34 is a combination of sweet and bitter, well-cooked and raw. With so much of it stripped bare now on my plate and in my life, what have I tasted of each day’s essentials?

As always human, I had forgotten as of late the value of those simple experiences, the basic tastes of life. I was upset that my bread lacked butter, that my meat was not cooked just so as I like. I looked for a cook to blame. I felt sorry for myself when my wine ran dry.

As always human, I then began to remember the delicious simplicity of flavour, what can be tasted directly from its source like a berry freshly plucked on a summer’s walk. I have this year been struck with reminders that winter is always on its way. When I heard it I went silent. I appreciated. I recalibrated.

Fruits change in flavour depending on what stage of development they’re in. If they’re plucked too early, they’ll be sour; too late and they’ll have lost their flavour’s power. Still-sour, I rest in the sun now and wonder: will I ripen or rot? Do I die, or do I dare?

My pep talk lately - feel free to make it yours as well:

Work hard and have fun doing it. Meditate every morning on your goals so that you won’t waiver through the day. Commit to yourself and let the world figure it out. Live so that you can look yourself in the eye for a full minute without feeling anything negative.

It IS hard work; don’t let that stop you. Become fit for it so that it’s less hard and more enjoyable. It’s not for you or anyone to say whether your life and work are “good enough” or “the best” – what does that mean? What is the “best” version of you? Focus on what you create and let the quality of your experience be the measure of your success. Did you enjoy it? Did it bring you what you wanted? Did it build your legacy? Did it make you stronger? This is karma - the action, and the result of that action.

Look outside yourself for information, not answers. When you find something called ‘an answer’ it’s simply the experience of another. The only way to know if it applies to you is to know yourself. Maybe you need to try it and see, or maybe you’ve already had the experience and you know what the outcome is for you.

Trust that who you are is greater than you may currently see; this is faith. Stay focused on your goals and vision, even in the dark times; this is hope. Don’t lose yourself in what can become the daily drudgery of existence; work at feeling alive and engaged; this is love.

Trust. Have faith. Have hope. Live in love. It doesn’t have to look like anything that can be graded.

Day 3: I can officially blog with a clear conscience now that I’ve done my run + workout + yoga (originally planned for 7:10am but snoozed through). All felt awesome, I’m happy to report, but even better is what followed - 

I did a brief seated meditation after yoga, and about halfway through I had a subtle, profound experience. I felt a connection to what meditators call my ‘third eye’. My mind instantly went quiet.

Meditation is a weird and often wandering path to insight, but I’ll give it this: It works.

So what did connecting to my third eye feel like? At first it resembled looking into the face of God. I felt myself seeking assurance that I would not be given up on, that I was worth the time and effort my enlightenment seems to be taking. Then it seemed to be the face of a ‘Divine Coach’, and I felt myself wanting confirmation that I have what it takes to make the team.

Then, as I stayed focused on my breath, observing, present, it ceased to matter whether I had Divine approval - from a God or a Coach of any sort. If I know I won’t give up on me, and if I trust I have what it takes to live the life I’m imagining, that’s all I’ll need.

“We Are the One’s We’ve Been Waiting For”

A Hopi Elder Speaks

“Where are you living?
What are you doing?
What are your relationships?
Are you in right relation?
Where is your water?
Know your garden.
It is time to speak your Truth.
Create your community.
Be good to each other.
And do not look outside yourself for the leader.”

Then he clasped his hands together, smiled, and said, “This could be a good time!”

“There is a river flowing now very fast. It is so great and swift that there are those who will be afraid. They will try to hold on to the shore. They will feel they are torn apart and will suffer greatly.

Know the river has its destination. The elders say we must let go of the shore, push off into the middle of the river, keep our eyes open, and our heads above water. And I say, see who is in there with you and celebrate. At this time in history, we are to take nothing personally, least of all ourselves. For the moment that we do, our spiritual growth and journey comes to a halt.

The time for the lone wolf is over. Gather yourselves! Banish the word struggle from your attitude and your vocabulary. All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and in celebration.

We are the ones we’ve been waiting for.”

— attributed to an unnamed Hopi elder

Hopi Nation
Oraibi, Arizona

Yoga is, at its core, a deep-seated trust in one's self.  ~ BKS Iyengar, yogi and guru

Yoga is more than moving, breathing, stretching or relaxing. It's a tao, a way to stop suffering and be free. I have found this to be both true and more valuable than I could have understood when I began my practice 13 years ago.   

Before developing a complete yoga practice, I dramatized my life, living in all kinds of self-created stories. Before knowing the true power of yoga I often felt lost, angry, frightened, defensive and powerless. I roamed restlessly through my life unsatisfied, nursing old wounds and replaying older habits. I didn't know who I really was. Before I found yoga I was, in short, suffering.

But through yoga I began to create space in which to be me. In that space came a calm, centered sense of confidence. By finding balance within the forces of life I'm now able to access the power of all of them without being powerless to any.

I live my life from a foundation of yoga's principle of ahimsa or nonharming in all of my actions (if not always with perfect follow-through), and understand that part of my liberation is not being attached to the outcomes of those actions. What people do with my actions is not my focus. Being able to look myself in the eye every day is what makes me free.

Want to take your own yoga practice further? Sign up for our next Pranalife Yoga Intensive "Living Yoga" today.

[Please note: Pranalife Yoga Intensives are in hiatus until Asia completes her PhD requirements but will return very soon!]

“If you want to master something, teach it.” - Yogi Bhajan

Yoga has been a resource for many approaches to success and happiness, and for good reason. In addition to superior physical health, mental clarity, freedom from suffering, and personal empowerment are the outcomes of a true, dedicated yoga practice. If you’re craving evolution, it’s time for you to take your yoga practice to a new level with Pranalife Yoga's Intensives and yoga teacher training.

Pranalife Yoga Intensives and Yoga Teacher Training (YTT) are focused on giving you the information to live yoga and - if you wish - teach yoga well. It’s not important whether you can do full lotus when you begin; it’s important that you desire to have a powerful personal practice physically, mentally, emotionally and energetically. Put simply, this training is about becoming fit for life as much as it is about becoming fit to teach.

Pranalife's Training and Intensives will deepen your personal practice exponentially, and if you choose to teach you’ll be well-equipped and confident to build a vibrant, abundant career based in personal health and supporting others. As the lead instructor for Pranalife’s teacher training modules I know the value they hold as some of the most well-designed and wickedly fun courses available. 

Take the first step - Go to our Yoga Intenstives and Teacher Training link to get more information, hear from previous graduates and find out about our upcoming modules. Looking forward to seeing you on the mat with us!

For the last three days, I have been viciously eating this book alive. 

In summary, it is a fascinating concoction of stories, experiments, and case studies that prove NEUROPLASTICITY: the theory that the human brain can change it's physical structure from not only incoming stimuli from the environment, but also from IMMATERIAL thoughts and imagination. Stroke patients can be cured, people born with half a brain can be fully function, and an elderly person can have a memory just as intact as a twenty-five year old. It's true. We can exercise our brain just as well as we exercise our muscles. And the hypertrophy is all about more neural networks.

From a meditator's standpoint - this is GREAT NEWS;
Here I present to you the many benefits of meditation based on the fact that our brains are as flexible as play-doh:

• For the general population } Improved attention, senses, and ability to feel compassion. This article sent to me by Pranafriend Kristina Lekin - {This is your Brain on... Meditation} - goes indepth on how this works.

• For the chronically stressed } Meditation lowers levels of cortisol, a stress hormone. It also decreases activity in the amyglada, an area of the brain responsible for stress and anxiety.

• For those experiencing chronic pain } Pain is felt not at the site of defect, but in the brain. In some odd cases, pain is not an accurate representation of the damage in your body; you could be feeling pain long after the damage site has healed. This type of pain can be treated with cognitive therapy - in summary, simply imagining movement of the damaged part with utmost strength can cure chronic pain. No pain killers and liver damage needed. Just meditation!

He knew about yogis who relieved suffering with meditation and walked barefoot across coals or lay down on nails. He saw religious people putting needles through their chins.

[...]

He has transposed a sense of wonder from the streets of India to Western neurology,

[...]

What is a trance but a closing down of the gates of pain within us?

~ The Brain that Changes Itself by Norman Doidge, Page 195

• For injured athletes } A study was done with two groups who trained a finger muscle for 4 weeks. Group A did actual physical training while group B simply visualized doing the training. Group A ended up gaining 30% muscular strength, while group B was not far behind with a 22% gain! Stronger motor neurons attributed to this impressive gain - therefore you do not need to be a hulky monster to be strong! This is fantastic information for injured athletes. They can still train almost just as well without even moving a muscle! 

• For those practicing virtually any skill } Playing the piano, writing with your non dominant hand, doing a front tuck... all of these things can be practiced by pure meditation and visualization. A similar study as the one above was done with piano players. The two groups (A - physical practice, B - mental practice) ended up being able to play a piece on the piano with equal accuracy. This means that if a professional piano player were to do 50/50 physical and mental rehearsal, they would be much less likely to develop a common wrist injury. This can be said able almost any skill that requires repetitive movement (and therefore puts one at risk of a repetitive strain injury).
   
• For the aging } Our brains have a "use it or lose it" policy. As long as we are using that area of the brain, it will not degrade. Meditation will exercise many areas of the brain and therefore maintains its strength. This puts elderly at less of a risk for developing alzheimers and dementia.

The widespread applications in therapy, training, gaining better peace of mind, and becoming an overall better person as a whole are limitless and I have only touched on a few. I highly recommend this read to get the bigger picture. How mighty our brain can be! Give it as much love as you are willing to give your body as they are very much one in the same. Meditate your way to a healthy whole!

Kim

Why do yoga teachers constantly tell us to spread our toes apart and lift our arches ("Pada Bandha")? How is one even supposed to do this? And what is the point? When I first practiced yoga I had no clue why we had to pay such close attention to our feet and because of this and the fact that I had no idea how on earth I was supposed to will my toes to come apart, I brushed this instruction aside and went on. 

One random day while I was sitting in bed, I stared at my toes and had a sudden eager goal to try and will them to come apart. (Yes it was a slow day for me) Unsuccessful but determined, I began a mission to undo the atrophy of my toe abductors. Since most of us rarely need to spread our toes apart in everyday life, these little muscles of ours have shrunk and become inactive. Also, the main principle of neuroplasticity: "neurons that fire together wire together" is the reason why it's so hard to move one toe individually. We usually move our toes in unison for everyday function and because of this our neural paths governing toe movement has melded into a few paths instead of ten individual paths for each toe; they have "wired" together. But also because of neuroplasticity, we can train our brains to separate these pathways once again and learn to control our little toesies as freely we do our hands! 

HOW

• Manually massage and wiggle your toes and feet with your fingers to warm up
• Use your fingers to separate the toes apart by placing them in between each one - this shows your unfamiliar brain what it feels like. You can also use toe separators.
• In a low squat lift your heels off the ground and hold for a nice toe stretch
• Have a seat, extend your legs out in front of you and look at your toes. Look at each toe one at a time and attempt to abduct it. (Think Uma Thurman in Kill Bill - "Wiggle your big toe") You'll have to be patient - this will take a while to achieve. You can also do this while watching TV, on the computer, reading, etc - this will make the patience come much easier.  
• Finally, during yoga practice while you are standing in mountain pose, lift your toes and try to will your toes to spread apart. Set them on the ground for a greater foundation.

WHY

Alignment principle #4 in my YTT notes - Root to Rise:
Your FEET, ie. your foundation attributes greatly the success of standing balancing postures. In order to experience the grand feeling of RISING in strength and balance, for example, in dancer's pose, you first must firm your ROOTS. With "awakened" toes, they become smarter in detecting the subtle weight shifts in your body, thereby better abling to communicate to your brain and body in how to become more stable. Better communication also means less ankle sprains, and less tripping over your feet (for you clumsy ones).  

Better Postural Structure:
Spreading your toes also naturally lifts the arches of your feet. This lifts the ankle, which supports upwards to the knee, pelvis, spine, neck, and head. In a sentence, this simple action of spreading your toes apart can immediately rid of many postural misalignment.

So keep this it in mind! If there's one balancing posture that you've felt like you've worked on forever but just can't get, try spreading your toes! I guarantee it will help you out a ton - Half moon was impossible for me before I tried it with pada bandha. 

Kimmi 

Amber is my massage therapist from {Dharma Studios}. She is also a yoga instructor specializing in restorative classes and traditional healing. I have been seeing her quite often lately and as a result she has come to know my body quite well. She was also able to identify many things that were "off" with my body after a few sessions - muscular imbalances, postural problems, and tendencies that I probably would want to rid of ASAP. 

For starters, my left shoulder in always in slight medial rotation (turned forward and in) due to 21 years of sleeping on my left side. Both of my shoulders are too depressed (low) because of my silly fear of having scunched up shoulders. My lumbar spine in overly lordodic (low back is too curved) because Stu McGill has scared me probably way more than necessary to ever flex my spine and I do a lot of the opposite. 

It was a huge kick in the butt to realize that my posture, that I thought was seamless... kind of sucked. So, how did she propose I fix this?

Mountain Pose.
Aka "Tadasana"

You might recogize this pose as the "beginning posture" to set up proper alignment. Although most think that this is a relatively inactive posture of where we are simply standing, let me tell you that it is NOT! {Tadasana's asana column} via Yoga Journal explains the many crazy things that are actually going on in this pose - though you may not be able to see it from the outside, your motor neurons should be having a party on the inside.

However, these are just general guidelines. If you want to define your PERFECT mountain pose, you must first identify your postural imbalances. A chiropractor, physiotherapist, kinesiologist, massage therapist, or yoga instructor can more than likely assess you.

Once you do so, stand in front of a mirror, and use this reference to align yourself properly with your new found knowledge from a specialist. Keep in mind that when you first do this, it will feel very, very awkward because your brain has been telling you this whole time that your asymmetrical posture was in fact symmetrical. (inaccurate proprioception) But by using this mirror reference and consciously aligning yourself up properly, you can now teach your body where it actually is in space, and what symmetrical actually feels like. Do this for at least a minute several times a day and of course integrate into your yoga practice!

I think that it is so important to be nit picky about a thing like posture because it is literally how your hold your body for almost 2/3rds of your life. So be mindful, and instead of being so gung ho on hitting tittibhasana, step back, and work on getting your tadasana pristine.

Sincerely,
Kim 

"Running an ultramarathon can't be good for you. I can't imagine how it's possibly good for your body," I said. 

Brian Mackenzie laughed: Good for you physically? No. But you'll recover. And I assure you: if you run 50K or 100 miles, when you finish, you won't be the same person who started."

~ Timothy Ferriss

The closing chapter of {The Four Hour Body} resonated with me incredibly well, as I was once again reassured completely as to why I am so in love with Tim. 

This year my best friend and I have been discussing a lot on physical activity and sports, and the difference between participating for the sake of doing your body good, and (not purposefully but) the opposite - "destructive leisure." For example, climbing Everest. Running an ultramarathon. Choosing "play" instead of "rest" when you've got a football game in 3 hours and achilles tendonitis. Why on earth would someone want to put themselves through that? The endless days of grueling, physical and pyschological stress and pain? Well, I can tell you that it's not to get a "good work out." 

As much as I choose most of the time to prioritize the health of my body above all things, I feel that sometimes it is appropriate to push your body's limits a bit in order to acquire some other valuable gems. 

People climb everest to become fearless. To gain undying ambition. To find a reason to say, "well shucks. I guess I can do anything now." 

And it is a life changing thing.

---

When I worked at the Running Room, there was a point where I was injured and was unable to run with my usual group. So I decided to walk instead with a crew there called "Minds in Motion" - a group of several mentally handicapped adults who'd walk their way through a route to Kitchener and back twice a week. As I was walking, I was talking to an autistic fellow named Ben. When I praised him for having perfect attendance for these walk sessions, he told me, "I don't have a choice. It keeps the cob webbs clear from my skull." And I just thought: "Me too, Ben... me too...." 

The 4HB begins by talking about a group of business men gathered to listen to Richard Bransen, founder of a billion dollar empire called Virgin Group, speak about his number one secret to productivity. He had two words to say:

Work out. 

Richard claimed that working out every morning gained him 4 extra hours of productivity a day. Tim Ferriss deems it the term Transfer. Sports and physical activity will give you life skills you won't even know until you do it - until you choose an active (versus a sedentary) lifestyle. And everyday you WILL be more and more amazed at what you can do. This I promise you.

xo Kim

 “If one knows what the particular disease is there is the possibility of curing it. To know the particular limitation, bondage or hindrance of the mind, and to understand it, one must not condemn it, one must not say it is right or wrong. One must observe it without having an opinion, a prejudice about it--which is extraordinarily difficult, because we are brought up to condemn.

-J. Krishnamurti

First, this is amazing because it gives me faith that I can cure my Crohn’s Disease, contrary to what modern medicine believes. I know, or believe, that the active state of my CD is influenced, if not directly affected by stress, poor diet, and lack of exercise. I don’t know if I can completely ward off flare ups by controlling the above; I do believe I can have an affect on the severity though, which is why I began my ‘62 Days of Summer’ challenge, to develop a lifestyle that is balanced and sustainable for the long haul.

Interesting twist though; here I am being told that in order to cure, one must observe without judgement. I have not mastered this aspect, of being non-judgmental to my own body, especially when it is sick and letting me down and taking me further and further away from where I think I need to be to reach my goals. Basically J. Krishnamurti is telling me that I can not hate my intestines when they are on fire inside of me if I want them to heal. It makes sense though, how can I expect my intestines to heal and stay healthy when surrounded by hate. Observe without opinion.

This can be transferred in to any and all aspects of life. Observe what your stomach is telling you while eating without opinion. Observe what your body is telling you during your yoga practice without opinion. Observe what you mind is telling you while in that fight over who is right or wrong...without opinion...let go of the ego.

“The ego asks a thousand questions for which there are no answers.”

-A Course in Miracles

Try it with me this week :)

The Challenge

I can think of a million and one reasons not to do this challenge.  Shall we start a list?

1. As a Celiac with intolerance for all dairy products, there are already a ton of foods I can’t eat. 
2. I shouldn’t add meat to the list.
3. I’m tired.
4. I have unsolved health issues that cause a great deal of pain daily.
5. I haven’t practiced yoga in over a year with the exception of less than 10 visits to my mat.
6. It’s going to be too hard.
7. I am planning a wedding for the end of August and quite frankly don’t have time.
8. I’m not a yoga teacher (I’m convinced they have superpowers when it comes to will power, strength and determination).

The list can go on and on.  But when I sit down and face all the reasons I think I shouldn’t do this challenge, it all comes down to one reason.  I’m scared I will fail. 

I don’t know when in my life I decided that anything less than perfection was a bad thing.  But I’ve realized that more often than not, we as people decide to skip out on things that we think we won’t be good at.

I got to thinking about all the reasons I should do this challenge and realized that the benefits far outweigh my fears.  Sure it will be tough and I’m sure I won’t be perfect.  I miss yoga. I need to correct my terrible posture.  I need to strengthen my instable joints.  I need to re-learn how to quiet all those chattering monkeys in my head and  find some inner peace in the crazy blur that I call my life.  

So it may be a few days late- but I’m on board with this challenge.  Tonight I pulled together the WORST vegan dinner imaginable and decided that the first thing I need to do tomorrow is buy a cookbook and some groceries.  But for tonight I will be happy with setting some reasonable and imperfect goals.

1. Yoga – one class each week plus 2 independent practices.
2. Vegan diet – I would love to say that I will eat entirely vegan for a month, but I won’t. I come from a very meat and potatoes family. I’m going to give myself 3 cheat meals a week.
3. Exercise – I really need some cardio in my life. I’m going to run/swim/bike or rollarblade 3 times a week.
4. I’m going to do everything in my power to find ways to deal with my pain – details to come as I figure it out!
5. I drink at least 7 cups of tea a day. I’m going to start with cutting down to one tea a day – we’ll see if decaf is an option next week!

The Blog

I took engineering.  I like equations and numbers.  I don’t write.  And I NEVER write anything personal – especially if other people may read it.  Asia asked me to blog about my experience.  In writing my response to her, I wrote “Thanks Asia, but I’m not really comfortable writing on a public forum”.  But before I hit send, I decided that it’s one more thing I should face…..maybe it will help me stick to the plan!  Bear with me as I learn the ways of yoga, vegan lifestyle and blogging!

I’m excited to start this journey and would love to hear from anyone else that is trying to put an end to all his or her excuses!

Oh Stuart McGill,  the most intelligent man who has ever bought me lunch... how do I get more of your time? Some say he is quite a cocky fellow, and sometimes maybe a bit inappropriate with his jokes, but if you asked me I'd say he is for good reason (About the cockiness, not the jokes). A fire drill went off in one of our buildings on campus during class and as groups of us were lingering outside, waiting for the okay to go back inside. It was then, and to my great excitement, where I spotted Stu's oh so respectable mustache. Before smacking myself in the head because I had taken a grand total of five minutes to make myself presentable to the public world that morning, I hunted him down for the kill - and was successful! Although I had to wait half a school term, I lured him to go on a date with me. Ah yes. I was pretty happy with myself that day.

If you don't know Stu, he is a professor at the University of Waterloo who specializes in {spine biomechanics research}. He has also been a trainer for UFC fighters (GSP anyone?), various Olympic athletes, and apparently at one point, the second fastest woman alive. He's worked with the most elite of the elite. Sometimes I dream about being stranded on an island with him with a notebook and pen so he has nothing else available to him but to feed me his brains. Unfortunately this situation didn't occur, but I am here to tell you about my (awesome) hour and a half with him at Tim Horton's.

My primary intent was to have him pin point specific yoga postures and their relative safety level to our often overlooked, low backs. Now for starters, let it be known that the full Ashtanga primary series has us forward fold in 24 different postures (this is NOT including Surya A and B). When we hunch forward at our backs, this is called spinal flexion. Repetitive spinal flexion, especially under tension from external loads, can lead to extreme low back pain, and if it gets bad enough - a disk bulge.  

Now spinal flexion in moderation is not a problem. However, Stu had me look around at everyone's postures inside Timmie's that rainy afternoon. Flexed spines, everywhere. Not one person had even a reasonably-okay posture. This might have not been a problem for Vamana Rishi centuries ago, however, NOWadays, where our 9 - 5's and horrible chairs do crap-all for our backs, and where low back pain is experienced by most of the population by the time we reach 50, flexing our spines even more than we do already at yoga class is probably not in our best interest. So how do we get around this? Its very simple. But this is when you'll have to disobey most of your traditional Ashtanga yoga teachers.

Rules:

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Standing Forward Folds:








NO!  >>> YES!
 

SAD BACK >>> HAPPY BACK

Bend your knees and lay your belly onto your thighs. Do not lose this contact. Work on straightening out your legs on your exhales for your hamstring stretch - fix.

Seated forward folds:

                         

BAD! + lack of uddiyana bandha... >>> GOOD >>> GOOD

NO >>> YES!!

Draw your belly towards your spine and roll your shoulders back. Keeping your heart shining forward, your belly button leads and attempts to touch the floor in front of you. Don't worry if you feel like you can't move forward at all. Remember: We don't care if you can touch your toes!

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Following these rules will keep your core stable and back protected. Easy enough, right?

Best of luck!
Kim

P.S. Great postures to release low back tension: cat-cow, spinal twists, crescent moon, supta baddha konasana with block or boulster (droool).  

"Try to do everything in the world with a mind that lets go. If you let go a little you will have a little peace. If you let go a lot you will have a lot of peace. If you let go completely, you will know complete peace and freedom. Your struggles with the world will have come to an end."

-Achaan Chah

With the encouragement of my yoga instructor this morning, my practice followed a meditation on letting go. With each inhale I breathed energy in to my body, and with each exhale I let go; let go of thought, let go of the difficulty of sustaining the asana, let go of worry. Today, after a couple of weeks of one disappointment following the next, I finally feel at peace with the world around me, and within myself. Try it one day, when it feels like the world is against you...meditate on letting go in your practice and see how you feel after :)

much love 

xo

When asked by the myriad people who seem confounded that I would go vegan why I would make such a choice, I finally articulated my best, truest response this weekend:

Going vegan is like drilling deep and narrow instead of grazing shallow and broad. I focus on certain foods and I get creative learning how to enjoy them. Honing in on the healthiest segment of my diet helps me easily emphasize it when I’m back to eating an array of food

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I am continually surprised by this challenge.

Before starting the Thrive diet I rarely experienced that wonderful and apparently elusive feeling of fullness (the good kind) after eating.  Now it just happens all the time. 

I’m also eating a lot of food, more than I was before by a long shot, but I’m losing weight.  I’ve been concerned with my weight for a very long time so I’ve tried to eat “healthy” and exercise on a regular basis in an effort to lose those few extra pounds and bring myself to a more healthy weight.  Over the course of years though my weight has continued to increase little by little; once I was even working out five days a week and cut all my portions in half and saw no changes.  However, I’m only a week and a half into Thrive, eating way more food then I’m used to, and I’ve dropped 5lbs.  WHAT?! 

The idea is to eat lots of foods that are nutrient dense and easy for the body to digest.  That way your body doesn’t have to work so hard to extract nutrients.  You also end up eating a considerable amount of food so your body doesn’t go into starvation mode (like it might do when you cut your portion sizes back) and start storing food as fat.

That sounds great in theory but to have it happen, and in such a short time, is really cool.

Now, I said I was doing this on a budget but this first week has been slightly discouraging because I’ve spent over $200 on food. BUT like I said before, most of the things I am buying are bulk so they will last me a long time.  What I plan on doing then, to get a better idea of how big of a hole this is putting in my bank account, is to price out each meal and figure out what I’m spending per day and per week on food.  I have a feeling that it’s not going to be that much.  Considering the high nutritional quality of what I’m eating, I very okay with spending a little bit more than normal.  This is body I’m in for the next fifty-ish years, so I might as well treat it properly.  *I also plan on doing Triathlons when I’m 65+ so being healthy is a must*  J

Tomorrow is my “cheat day” and I’m heading to Toronto with some friends.  One of them works at Smoke’s Poutinerie so maybe I’ll go indulge myself with a little poutine.   I’ve made a few Thrive recipes in advance though because I’m staying there a few days and won’t have the things I need to follow the meal plan, but this little trip could prove to be challenging when it comes to sticking with my Gutsy Yoga Challenge goals.  I could always go to Fresh for a vegan meal as well; their food is sooooo good.

I guess that one of the things about being vegan is that it’s hard to do in public, outside of your home.  Veganism just doesn’t travel well.  I walked into a convenience store the other day and realized that there wasn’t a single thing, other than a bottle of water, that I could consume in the entire store.  When you go to most restaurants as well, it’s very unlikely that you will find a vegan friendly meal.  Okay maybe the salads, but who wants to eat salad every time they go out?!  Kudos to anyone out there who is 100% vegan all the time, but it must be a huge pain to go anywhere.  I’d love to know how you do it.

Cheers

Many psychologists call them “energy vampires.” Oh yes, BEWARE. We have all at one point in our lives been surrounded by persons or people who are forever dissatisfied, painfully negative, love talking (for lack of a better word) utter crap about everyone and everything they know exist. Energy vampires not only leave you feeling irritated and mentally exhausted, but they can also make you physically ill – whether or not you believe the many existing “human thought has physical power” theories or simply through the stress they surround you with and subsequently its giant database of health related consequences. This may seem extreme; however I believe that these soul suckers should be treated as seriously or even more seriously as you would any physical ailment or virus. After all, your mind IS [a part of] your body.

I had a difficult time recently dealing with negative people to the point where I was constantly angry and getting 1-2 hours of sleep per night. When I knew enough was enough, I went to my teachers for advice, yoga for advice, and to psychologists for advice. I experimented with different possible solutions, attempting to pin point what was most effective - here’s what I ended up with:

1) IDENTIFY:The first thing you need to do is recognize one when you meet one. Do not get sucked into their black hole yourself – negative energy is dangerously contagious and can have you thinking or saying negative things that you otherwise would never. Regular yoga practice heightens your senses and will help you notice subtle energies in social environments – including negative ones.

2) EVADE: As an advocate for upstream, preventative health care, I am all for evasion if possible. Act disinterested in being associated with them and eventually they will stop coming your way. I do not find this to be pretentious and you shouldn’t either – you should have the freedom to choose the people you want in your life. However, if the vampire is a coworker, family member or for another reason cannot be avoided… read on.

3) DISSOCIATE: The concept of dissociation in pyschotherapy is similar to Pure Awareness in yogic teaching. The idea is to allow a third person mentally come out of your body and watch the situation from that perspective - this immediately rids your mind of any emotion attachment and puts you above the situation rather than in it. Placing you back into power, you can confidently and clearly take the next step. 

4) CONFRONT: Tell the person upfront that their negative tendencies are mentally draining you. Confrontation can go either way, however even if they do fire back with loose cannons, confrontation is absolutely necessary. I have found that if you give it some time, allowing the person’s initial defensive reaction cool down, they will eventually be willing to reason with you.

5) REACT: You are not their pyschotherapist and it is not your duty to reverse their negative samskaras (engrained thought processes/ cycles). Instead of trying to change who they are, change how you yourself react to them. Do not feed their complains with further complaints, sympathies, or spiteful words. Instead, act disinterested and change the topic stat. Do not look them in the eyes when they speak. Eventually it will become boring to complain or gossip to you, and they will choose someone else to drain.

6) SPIRITUAL SHIELDS: This helpful meditation consists of taking either a comfortable seated position with palms rested on your knees, facing up, or standing in mountain pose. Breathing ujjayi through your nose, focusing on every breath cycle while imagining a shield of light surrounding you. Afterwards, when you are going about your day, bring this shield with you and don't allow any negative energy one may bring cross it. Picture their words bouncing off of it and hum a pleasant tune (such as Monty Python ones - thanks Asia for this one) in your head while they go about their trivial rants.

So there you have it! Always remember that you are allowed to love life and live in its bright side - don't let anyone take that away from you.

Deepest love,
Kimmi

There's no denying it: I've done more than one cheat meal each day while in New York - oh my LORD the food is so amazing -  and so will be adding another week onto my vegan challenge to make up for it. There you go, Holly, you won't be entirely on your own for August. ;)

I'm also going to remove the one day a week where I eat what I like b/c my daily cheat meal (which is still pretty healthy, just not strictly vegan) suffices to satisfy my concerns about getting the complete nutrients I need until I better understand how to do that as a vegan, and lets me stay 80-90% vegan through the process.

If there's one thing I'm learning when I stop eating in NYC and observe, it's that New Yorkers are good at getting to the point and getting what they want. I plan to be more New York from here on in, not just when making better vegan choices (I will name-drop Sacred Chow and One Lucky Duck here - go!) but making good choices, period. Whether it's veganism, getting that book written at last, deciding what my next five-year plan is, or just making my mind up about that guy - I'm at a point now where I just need to get doing the damn thing. There's a time to ponder and consider, and then there's just stalling. A lot of my life the past few months has been considering and healing, but it's been moving into stalling. Time to get'r done.

Speaking of which, this is my last whole day in NYC and I ain't spending it behind a computer. Lots of love to you all! Namaste.

HELLO! 

My body is feeling wonderful today…most of my cells are smiling again, after a not so smiley last week for them :) lol. (sorry I didn't write this past week...at all....I wasn't feeling very inspired mentally or physically)

Possible Reason #1: I FINELY found my way back to one of my favourite yoga studios, I don’t know if it is the heat, or the atmosphere, or both, but I always feel right at home and immediately comfortable. Or maybe it is the fact that you start out in savasana! Definitely one of my favourite yoga postures. Today we were supposed to focus on breathing in and out of our belly, filling it with each inhale and using it to exhale fully. I have also been told in other classes to not belly breath but work on expanding your lungs….so if anyone has any comments on either of these techniques, I would love to hear it. 

Possible Reason #2: I just made a delicious mac and cheese!!! We have missed each other greatly for a long long time. Here is the link: 

http://epicureanvegan.com/2010/05/23/creamy-macaroni-and-cashew-cheese/

I am planning to bake it in the oven with gluten free bread crumbs and Daiya Cheese (my gluten, vegan, soy free cheese!) on top, just because I can haha, but I had to sneak a taste test because it looks so good right now…

Oh, I also made chickpea-free (allergy!) hummus using navy beans, so I am super excited to have ‘hummus’ again after 2+ years. Of course I made pizza ‘dough’ to bake later, and I am off to attempt my allergy free version of Peanut Butter (now almond butter) Chocolate Crunch Blizzard….ahh! I am sure it will be amazing.

http://ohsheglows.com/2011/07/07/peanut-butter-chocolate-crunch-blizzard/

Hope you are all enjoying this awesome summer weather!! 

Namaste

So another Sunday morning yoga practice, and following inspiration on my drive home. 

Before class, I was catching up with the teacher - we haven’t seen each other in quite a few months - and to the question of ‘what are you up to?’, I replied that ‘I am just working and trying to figure out what I want to do for a career in the long term’. She replied back with ‘maybe I should stop trying to figure it out’ or something to that degree. What she said didn’t really strike me until the ride home. 

I have never been one to thrive under pressure when I consider that pressure to be from an external source. And by this I mean that I do my best when the push is from within, an internal force to achieve. In soccer, I always played best during my summer rec league than I ever did on my high school soccer team where you needed to please the coach to play and winning was always the end goal, not a bonus. I only enjoyed training with my cross-country running club, I never was interested in the races where I would inevitably measure myself against the other runners I would have raced against - I just wanted to run for fun. And now I feel the pressure to get that full-time life long career going, because that is what you do after going to university for 4 years, right? This external pressure to find a degree related career and succeed so far has not proven successful, and has just resulted in endless job searching and career pondering.

I have sat here, really not knowing where this post is going…typing and erasing numerous paragraphs. I guess I have no conclusion to this thought of mine yet. This week I am going to take this idea of performing for me, not others, to my mat each day, and meditate on it for my life in general….

Namaste.

Last night I ate at chef Jean-Georges Vongerichten's Spice Market with three of my favourite people on the planet. Tomorrow I'll be in the audience for Iron Chef America. Wandering Chelsea Market and the Meat Packing District's beautiful pizza options ... oh lord, why on earth would I decide to go vegan when I knew I'd be in NYC for a week?

Because what better time to explore vegan options than in a city where you can get anything you want and some of the best chefs in the world can do it so well? So far I admit I've cheated a bit more than the one meal a day and I have finished off the occasional brunch or supper with a long-drawn esspresso, but overall New York is really a city teeming with fantastic vegan options and I'm excited to try them.

Talk about taking it to the next level. I will report back with any new, amazing vegan spots I find. So far all I can say is -

One. Lucky. Duck.

In more ways than one. ;)

Friday!  What a great day to start something new an exciting!  But changing things about your life usually goes hand in hand with a bit of pain and today gave me two reasons for it.

Reason #1 why I’m hurting:  I went food shopping… and spent a lot of money. About $150 actually.  *Bangs head against wall*  So much for being cheap.  There are a lot of oils and other things that you need in small quantities to make the recipes in the Thrive meal plan, but you use those ingredients enough that it’s cheaper to buy them in bulk, which makes it a bit expensive.  Then there’s something called Hemp Protein (a protein powder) which is just plain expensive.  Now that I’ve made the initial investment though, with a few more staples that I still have to get, it doesn’t look like this is going to cost me more than buying any other food would; so I take that head bang back.  

Reason #2 why I’m hurting:  I did a one hour Power Yoga class and two hours later went for a fifty minute bike ride.  I didn’t hurt myself doing either, but after the past two months of nearly no hard exercise I can feel that I’m going to pay for this tomorrow morning.  Note to self: do lots of stretching tomorrow.

It was a great first day though!  Dinner was almond and flax seed burgers with mixed greens.  It may not sound that appetizing, but it was soooo good.  I did cheat on the dressing for the salad though (I used a store bought one) because I don’t have a food processor yet.  After the fiasco that was trying to make the burgers with a blender and realizing that I was just going to have to chop the almonds by hand I decided that a “no food processor needed” dressing was a great idea.  All the anticipation made eating it that much better though.  :)

I barely even ate one whole patty too because I wasn’t hungry anymore about halfway through it.  I wasn’t full like that gross kind of full after you’ve gone to an all-you-can-eat buffet, I was satisfied; I just didn’t need to eat anymore.  It was a nice feeling, it makes you content.  It also makes you wonder what the heck you've been eating before this and why it doesn't make you feel the same.

Tomorrow I’m looking forward to the next round of exciting foods I get to try.  :D  I’m also going to attempt a 5km run.  Oh, and buy a food processor.

Cheers!

Week One

It’s been a week of challenges.  But it has been wonderful!  I managed to make it onto my mat 3 times (and plan on another this weekend) and got out for a run twice.  I’m sure I can drag my fiancé out for one more run this weekend.

Being Vegan

I was struggling with eating vegan for the first few days and decided to pick up The Thrive Diet.  I ran the theory past a dietitian and she was in full support of a trying a vegan lifestyle, especially with the pain I have been experiencing.  I've had fun exploring my community to find the local organic food stores and have really enjoyed the experience of gathering the ingredients to make some of the Thrive recipes.  Having a stressful and time consuming job downtown, I seriously questioned if I would have the time to shop for some of the more uncommon ingredients, but I found several shops right in the downtown core.  I've passed them a million times without even noticing their existance!

My Own Personal War

My experience on the mat this week was eye-opening.  I used to be bendy and needed to work on strength more than flexibly. WOW has that changed.  I’m tight EVERYWHERE and I’m back to using all the modifications.  I struggled with strength, flexibly and distractions of the mind.  My right side was fighting my left and my front body was fighting my back body.  It was a war on the mat.  Perhaps it is a reflection of how I feel in my life right now, everyone and everything fighting for my limited time and attention. 

Despite the challenges, it was nice to make an effort to set aside some time for myself to move and bring breath and awareness to my body.

Goal for Week Two

I take the subway to and from work every day.  Typically I read a novel, case law or the paper.  No one has ever commented on any of my reading material.  This week I was reading The Thrive Diet.  On each subway ride I have taken (7 so far) at least 2 different people have commented on the book.  Here are some of the comments.

“You don’t need a diet. Why are you reading that?”

“Young girls these days, so influenced by the pressures of society”

“Excuse me, but are you starting a vegan diet”- and then would continue on to tell me all the reasons I shouldn’t.

To be fair, there was one guy who had tried the diet and was excited to tell me how much it had helped his health and training program, but for the most part the comments were negative critiques.  

This has helped me determine my goal for next week.  I am going to try and be as non-judgmental as possible both on my mat and off.  I’m going to try to observe and be aware of my physical and mental being, without criticizing.

All in all it’s been a great, but challenging week.  I haven’t noticed too many changes yet, but am excited to see what is to come!

Vegan:  a strict vegetarian; someone who eats no animal or dairy products at all - that also means no fish (because yes, fish counts as a "meat" too), cheese, yogurt, and chocolate.  

Why would anyone in their right mind give up all of those wonderful things?!  Especially chocolate!  

Add to this giving up virtually all processed foods from my diet.

But let's back up a little bit so I can provide some back story.  Last summer I decided, much to the dismay of my parents who both grew up on farms eating meat and potatoes, to go vegetarian for a month and a half as an experiment/challenge to myself.  Having read lots of conflicting info on what was good to eat, what was bad to eat, and being mildly confused by it all, I thought that it couldn’t hurt to try it out for a bit and see what happened.

It made me feel great - not in truly definable terms other than that I had more energy, I just felt better.  After going back to residence in the fall though, I went back to eating meat because sometimes the veg options there just don’t cut it.

Now that my school year is over and I am living on my own for the summer, what should land in my inbox but an invitation to join this Gutsy Yoga Challenge.  Hooray!  I like doing challenges like this because it’s a fantastic way to get to know yourself better while doing something good for your body and having fun too.

My general goals for this summer were to start eating a healthy, balanced diet again (after having endless pasta, pizza and beer in Venice for the past month) and to get my body into good physical shape – good enough to do a Sprint Triathlon.  So for this challenge I’ll be making those goals more specific by following a meal plan (The Thrive Diet, this is where the vegan stuff comes in) and an exercise schedule.  Oh yeah, I’m also a jobless bum for the summer so I’ll be doing all of that on a tight budget.

Here’s the deal for the next month (and potentially the whole summer):

-       Follow the Thrive Diet – so no coffee, no alcohol, no meat, no dairy, no eggs, no gluten, no corn syrup, and no white sugar, white flour, white rice,or white potatoes. Phew!

-       Do yoga for 1 hour, 3 times per week

-       Bike for 1 hour, 3 times per week

-       Complete a swim workout (provided by a friend) 2 times per week

-       Run for at least 30min,  2 times per week, working up to a 5km

-       Take a rest/cheat day once a week, for my own sanity, to eat some forbidden food

And tomorrow it begins!  I have enough fresh veggies and things to tide me over for a few days but a trip to the local whole foods store is definitely in order.  My debit card is already trembling.

Cheers!

Long before I practiced yoga, I was a runner - happily going about my intervals and A skips during high school track practice and racing those 1500 and 3000 meters at meets. But at this time I was not half way through my Kinesiology degree and little did I know the consequences that consistent running could have on my body. Running is a high impact sport of which its repetitive motions can leave you stiff and injury prone. I ended up having to deal with knee problems which took several weeks to rehabilitate before I could hit the road once again. And believe me - there are plenty more running injuries where that one came from.

Nowadays I pair my running up with a nice cup of yoga and have noticed some great improvements. I ran my first half marathon last May - and I know I couldn't have come out of it able-bodied without doing yoga on my off days (I was only limping around for TWO days after). As a former coach for the Running Room Inc., I have done tons of research on proper prep and follow up for safe running.  Read on and find out how pairing up even 15 minutes of yoga with your runs can go a long way.

WARM UP
Prepping your muscles for constant contraction and elongation will reduce the chances of straining muscle fibers and put you at a state of optimal oxygen/ blood circulation for the meat of your run.

•  5-10 minutes of jogging + dynamic stretching/ surya namaskar A and B will leave you feeling energized and pumped to rock those runners!

COOL DOWN
Immediately after exercise, the body goes through several cellular processes to ease itself back to its pre-exercise state. Taking time to cool down will help these different processes, help you recover faster for your next run, and prevent blood from pooling to you extremities (allowing enough oxygen to feed your hard working heart)!

• Walk/ slow jog for 5-10 minutes (depending on the intensity of your run)

STRETCH
Repetitive contractions of muscles throughout running phases will shorten and stiffen them. Stiff muscles may cause muscular imbalance which forces the body to compensate in such a way that will likely result in injury! Stretch immediately after cooling down. Never stretch on cold muscles and hold each stretch for at least 5 breaths.

• Static asanas for runners:

Quadriceps – Reclined hero, beginner’s dancer
Hip flexors – Dancer, crescent lunge (grab back of foot for higher intensity), pigeon
IT band - Figure 4, lotus
Hamstrings – Uttanasana (forward fold), downward dog, dancer
Calves – Big toe pose, warrior A (with back foot facing forward)
Gluts - Pigeon, half lord of the fishes pose (sitting spinal twist)
Hip adductors - Tortoise, frog, triangle
Back - Cat-cow, cobra, upward dog, full wheel, crescent moon
Shoulders and neck - Rolls, shoulder/heart openings

In conclusion...
Doing a few sun salutations before a run is a great way to warm up and dynamic stretch. Follow this with static asanas and you get a nicely sandwiched running routine that’s energizing, safe, and injury-free. If you are looking for more details on any of these topics feel free to send me an e-mail as I could go on forever about the mechanics and physiology of running! Hope this was helpful and I wish to all some happy runs!

Namaste,
Kimmi

So now that I've set out my goals for this 28 day Challenge, let me tell you how I've been doing meeting those goals thus far.

Day 1 went much like this: Going through my fridge to see what I can still eat, freaking out about how there's nothing in the fridge, going grocery shopping, and then freaking out about how small my fridge is. My fridge is just too small to hold all this delicious nutritious goodness!

It all resulted in a delicious veg stirfry with field greens, pumpkin seeds, tofu steaks marinated with hot sauce, and quinoa.

Day 2, yesterday, I learned three very important things:

One, you can't forget about hydration on the Thrive Diet... especially in the summer. At work we usually get coffee pretty regularly, but since coffee isn't allowed I passed on their offers, so I just didn't drink anything. Not good. By the time I biked home my mouth felt like the Sahara desert.

Two, you can make excuses to not follow through on your goals but there usually aren't very good reasons. Take for example, me accidently writing down the wrong time for my yoga class. I was sure it was 7:30, but when I got there at 7:20 I sadly found out that it starts at 7. It's pretty natural for me to have a defeatist attitude; a year or two ago I would've gotten very frustrated and gone home. Actually I probably would have gone home and ate half a pizza. Instead, I asked myself if there was any reason for this to stop me from achieving my goal of doing yoga daily. The answer? No!! It was a beautiful night, the sun was shining but not too hot, and I was about 2 minutes away from a beautiful park. I walked on over and did a 45-minute version of the Primary Series. It felt amazing!! I loved every second of planting my hands into the grass as I lowered myself through chaturanga, only to lift up and look above to the leaves parting ways to the sky.

Three, ALMOND BURGERS ARE AMAZING!! I took the recipe from the Thrive Diet and changed it up a bit to make it my own. I replaced about 1/4 of the almonds and used walnuts instead. I added fresh basil and red pepper flakes for a bit more flavour and spice. With just a bit of coconut oil, I threw the 4 patties into a frying pan and then topped one with slices of avocado, then wrapped it in lettuce. I almost died and went to heaven... seriously. After just one patty, I was completely full. Not gross, not undoing my belt full, but satisfied. I'm bringing one in to give to my veg boss, just to spread the almond burger love.
 

Oh hey there lovely ladies and gentlemen!

Can I just say how excited I am for the next 28 days? Very. I love doing monthly challenges. My friends could tell you about all the random challenges I've done over the past couple of years. Mostly they would groan, because even though challenges can be amazing opportunities for growth for the person doing them- they sometimes aren't for those that have to deal with the negative side effects. Like when I gave up all technology for a month, my friends were not crazy about me becoming a ghost.

But *this* challenge is not like that. Not only will it help all of us doing the challenge form a healthy sangha (community), it will also help those suffering from Crohn's like our Holly dearest. So I already feel really good about it all!

Everyone needs to be challenged in different ways, so allow me to tell you how I will be challenging myself over the next month or so...

This challenge actually fits perfectly into a larger series of goals for the rest of the summer. Much like Holly's 62 Days of Summer, I created a schedule where every week I add a new goal/ habit onto the last. The focus of the rest of July is my health and the big three: Sleep, exercise and nutrition.

So during this challenge I will be:

1) Sleeping no less than 6 hours a night
2) Doing yoga for at least 20 minutes a day, ideally an hour four times a week
3) Biking everyday
4) Following the Thrive Diet: no dairy, no eggs, no coffee, no gluten, no corn syrup, no white sugar, white flour, white potatoes or white rice. Oh ya, and no beer!

The first three goals are pretty reasonable, as I've been following them more or less for the past month. Now, the new goal, and the real challenge is Goal # 4, which I'm most excited about since I'm doing it with all of the Pranalife crew.

I've decided to be pretty strict with the Thrive Diet. I completely understand some not wanting to, but I really want to kick it up a notch. I just celebrated my 8 year anniversary of being vegetarian (yay!!) so removing dairy from my diet is not much of a stretch. I've NEVER liked milk, I prefer coconut ice cream to regular ice cream and I get really sick of eggs. The only thing I'm sort of sad about is cheese... dear melty brie, we will reunite, I promise.

As for coffee, I already gave coffee up for 40 days this year for Lent and it was easy peasy! And I was a 2-coffees a day lass. I just replace it with green tea.

I'm really interested to see how my body reacts to eliminating allergens and all the white refined yucky foods so I definitely plan to stick to those as much as possible.

To be realistic, I will give myself 5 cheat days for the entire month, that I may or may not use.

So there you have it, world, all my goals written out in detail... I can't just forget about them now!

Good luck to everyone else following this Challenge, or whatever challenges they're facing =)

As for mine? Bring it on!!!

Hello All!! 

My Gutsy Yoga Challenge (love the name!) has two parts...One, I will be following my 62 Days of Summer challenge that I have created for myself (you can follow along here and at my own personal blog: http://cultivatingtapas.tumblr.com/ ), as well as following a vegan diet for the month of July along with my fellow Pranababes. I cannot promise exactly how vegan it will be, as my 62 Days of Summer challenge is focused on me finding balance within my body and within every aspect of my life. So far my body is loving the vegan/Thrive food, and I plan to be 100% vegan for the month. 

The 62 Days of Summer came about as a way to help me help myself. I was diagnosed with Crohn's Disease 7 years ago, and am currently coming out of a 3 month flare-up, the longest (although not the most intense) flare-up I have had thus far. Sick of being controlled by the (on average) yearly flares that rob me of my energy and life, and tired of not knowing what is actually the best way to stay in remission (drugs, homeopathy, exercise, yoga), I am off to test my theories on my own; with the incredible strength and support of the Pranalife Crew, friends, and family. On this note, I am so grateful for the friends I have and for Asia for taking all of us to the next level in this challenge by giving us the opportunity to blog and share it with all of you, and for adding another aspect to this challenge with the donation of unused coffee money to the Crohn's and Colitis Foundation of Canada. There are great people is this world, and I am blessed to know so many of them.

Below is the post from my blog, explaining how I plan to Cultivate Tapas in my life, and kick Crohn's Disease in the butt.

Defining Tapas....and my '62 Days of Summer'!

62 Days of Summer (by my definition) is “a personal self-challenge to create positive, healthy change in your life”. My challenge over this period (July 1 to August 31) is to ‘Cultivate Tapas’.

Tapas is one of the Niyamas, or self-discipines, in yoga. Tapas translates to mean “to burn”. Desikachar defines Tapas as the “process of removing impurities; elimination, purification”. 

This is exactly what I am looking for, in my quest for health (“The 62 Days of Summer”). Purification of my body from all of the Crohn’s Disease drugs meant to keep my gut healthy. A search to create and consume foods that are good for me, as well as the creation of a regular physical activity practice, heavily dominated by yoga practices, to remove and prevent the impurities within. Tapas is about keeping balanced energy within yourself and your life that allows you to live optimally over a long period of time, aka life. This balance is something I have neglected to sustain thus far- in my level of physical activity, in my diet, and in my general life commitments. 

To cultivate my tapas, or find my balanced energy, I have 3 main actions of change that I am going to partake in over 62 days:

1) Practice yoga 5 times a week - 1 of which will be a meditation practice

2) Create a weekly meal plan and follow it!

3) Practice a gratitude list first and last thing every day

(4) Floss every night :)…it’s healthy for you…)

I am excited for the next 2 months of my life, and encourage you to join me in your own personal challenge to create a positive, healthy change in your life, no matter how simple or complex it may be.

Namaste :)

I'm so excited to get this challenge underway. So far 2011 has been a tough year, with plenty of it falling under the category of "major setback" (aka "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger") so I'm ready for an experience that once again brings positivity and bonding to this yoga community and supports each other to everyone's benefit. This is what Pranalife Yoga was created to do and I'm so happy to have a fresh, new way of expressing this vision with the newest crew of Pranababes.

For this Gutsy Yoga Challenge I will NOT be doing yoga every day for 30 days straight, nor will I be doing a 100% vegan diet.

What I will be doing is:

1. Two (2) regular yoga classes/practices per week.
2. Three (3) home workouts (which incorporate yoga) per week.
3. Sustaining a vegan diet for all but one of my daily meals.
4. Taking one day off each week.

Setting Myself Up for Lasting Success

I've done 30 days straight of yoga before. My Ashtanga practice improved and I learned a tonne but I also aggravated old injuries and ultimately did not sustain that commitment. I do yoga because it feels good, I love it and it keeps me healthy; I want to keep it that way.

As for the vegan diet, this will be a learning curve so I won't go 100% vegan until I understand how to get enough of the right balance of nutrients. I'm also a foodie, and eliminating so many of the foods I love is a tough one. I don't want this to be a month-long mourning period for all the flavours I've left behind. Instead, I plan to incorporate many of veganism's healthy practices into a long-term diet that likely will go beyond its limits.

Having one free day each week comes from diet experts like Tim Ferriss and Bill Phillips, who suggest that a cheat day gives people resolve to stick with the diet and can help maintain a more balanced metabolism. My experience with a cheat day is that it's more of a psychological support; if I know I can cheat I won't rebel, and when it comes to the cheat day I'm too competitive to actually indulge much so it tends to be a minor deviation from the diet's norm.

I love the idea of coupling yoga and veganism because they address prana at its most basic: energy in and energy out. I also love that we are banding together to do this challenge to support our fellow Pranababe Holly Lotz as she takes greater control over her Crohn's Disease. Read more about her journey here.

PS - I am pairing the Pranalife Yoga "Gutsy Yoga Challenge" with my first Good to Great in 28 habit change. Learn more about Good to Great in 28.

What is the Gusty Yoga Challenge?

Get a yoga butt and clean out your gut! For the month of July Pranababes are pairing a regular yoga practice with going vegan for 30 days.

Each Pranababe is making a commitment that's personal and achievable. Some of us will do 30 days of yoga straight, others will commit to yoga 3x/wk for the month. Some will be strict vegans, others will take one day off a week or one meal off each day. The point is to make a change that gives us a boost now and can be carried on for a lifetime.

Why are we doing it?

This challenge was initiated by Pranababe Jennifer Bowles, and we've dedicated our efforts to fellow Pranababe Holly Lotz. Holly is making a big change in her life that's coinciding with our vegan challenge - to reduce the negative effects of Crohn's Disease on her life. She's keeping a blog of her full summer challenge here -

http://cultivatingtapas.tumblr.com

The Thrive Diet (our guide book for the vegan challenge) suggests eliminating caffeine; so I've proposed that the Gutsy Yoga Challengers donate the $2-5/weekday that we'd normally have spent on coffee to the Crohn's and Colitis Foundation in tribute to Holly at the end of our 30 days.

This cause is also close to my heart because my brother has dealt with the impact of Colitis for years now. It is remarkable how careful people with these diseases have to be about what they eat and how they live, and even then solutions for each person are so unique to the individual that it can feel like a pointless guessing game. It takes a certain kind of strength to do what Holly's doing, and I'm so excited that we can be a part of supporting her.

Want to be a part of it?

The more, the healthier and this kind of challenge is easier to do with support! Use our Contact Us link at the top right of the site to send us your info and let us know the details of your commitment. You can blog about your experiences if you wish, and we'll add any financial contribution you make to the final Pranalife donation, which will be done in tribute to Holly on the Crohn's and Colitis Foundation site.

Yoga's discipline of bramacharya is often misunderstood as "restraint" or "celibacy" in that way that can make you feel like you're on a spiritual no-carb diet. This is a small and far cry from the intention behind this part of the yoga discipline, and it's about time it stopped being perceived as the bully that makes us give it the Wagon Wheel from our spiritual lunch.

At its core, bramacharya means seeing everything from an expansive, abundant, Big Self perspective. The discipline keeps us from becoming petty, from contracting around what we see as our own scarcity, or behaving in ways that make us less than the loving people we're capable of being. It moves us towards living as what yoga calls our "divine" self, embodying the most powerfully benevolent expressions of humanity. Bramacharya is about being divine, seeking to see the divinity in everything, and committing to interacting with one's self and the world from that perspective.

So what does living by the tenet of bramacharya look like? As an example from my own practice, I've become unwilling to foster relationships where someone's - or no one's - divinity is beeing seen. In any interaction, I pay attention. If I feel expansive, hopeful, compassionate, focused on living and loving well, then I'm on the right track. If not, it's time to make a change, no matter how much it might matter to my ego, my financials, or even my long-term goals. Ultimately, if there's no mutual support of each other's evolution, I'm wasting my time where it could be spent giving and receiving that support elsewhere.

Practicing bramacharya has become more valuable to me than worrying about being liked or understood, than making sure someone else is happy at my own expense, or forcing a situation I may want when I can see it's diminishing someone. Bramacharya gives me a blueprint for what it really is to be treated as a divine being having a human experience, and that has given me deep insight into the true nature of the relationships into which I have invested.

So, I encourage you to not see bramacharya as a kind of spiritual diet with all kinds of restrictions. Instead, consider yourself and everyone around you as divine beings having human experiences and see how it changes your perspective. I'd love to hear about what you discover! Comment here, or find me on facebook and twitter through the links at the bottom of this page. Namaste!

Pranalife Yoga Director Asia Nelson's article on vulnerability has recently been published on Elephant Journal! Spread the love by Tweeting this link, sharing with your friends, liking the aritcle, commenting, etc. The more the word gets out, the more likely this piece is to get to someone who really needs it today. Namaste! -

http://www.elephantjournal.com/2011/04/drug-dealing-ex-boyfriends-threatening-to-kill-your-family-lessons-on-vulnerability-asia-nelson/

Blake Martin is a gifted teacher who makes movement and anatomy concepts so clear you'll wonder how you have been in your body so long without understanding so well how it works. I chatted with him about his studies, interests, and beginnings with yoga. Here's a taste -

 Pranalife Director Asia Nelson chats with Blake Martin:

Pranalife Presents Blake Martin from Lindsay Stewart on Vimeo.

This section of the Tao te Ching was posted in the comments below Brene Brown's talk and I love it, so I've re-posted it here as well. Thanks to B Tak Wai Chan for posting it on the original site:

"To be whole, let yourself break.
To be straight, let yourself bend.
To be full, let yourself be empty.
To be new, let yourself wear out.
To have everything, give everything up.

Knowing others is a kind of knowledge;
knowing yourself is wisdom.
Conquering others requires strength;
conquering yourself is true power.
To realize that you have enough is true wealth.
Pushing ahead may succeed,
but staying put brings endurance.
Die without perishing, and find the eternal.

To know that you do not know is strength.
Not knowing that you do not know is a sickness.
The cure begins with the recognition of the sickness.

Knowing what is permanent: enlightenment.
Not knowing what is permanent: disaster.
Knowing what is permanent opens the mind.
Open mind, open heart.
Open heart, magnanimity."

~ Tao de Ching

Director and Advanced Teacher Trainer of Pranalife, Asia Nelson, is the Yoga Expert for the new Rogers Digital Media wellness website Daily Squeeze. Daily Squeeze is “a uniquely Canadian destination for the latest, best scoop on health, fitness and wellness” (from sweetspot.ca’s About Us page). Daily Squeeze is the most recent in a series of successful websites from RDM, including sweetspot.ca, SweetLife, SweetMama, SweetHome and MySweetBaby.

As their Yoga Expert, Asia will posts helpful blogs, giving advice on the latest and best in yoga, and is a part of the site’s discussion panels and contests. We’re very excited to be a part of this Canadian wellness resource!

There's a particular online journal that I absolutely love and visit every day - it's elephantjournal.com. As part of a Pranalife Yoga Teacher Training assignment, I needed to submit a yoga article to a real publication. Naturally, I rose to the challenge (although reluctantly at first) and submitted somewhere I'd probably not get published - but hey(!) what's there to lose? I went for it, and to my utter glee, two months later the article is ONLINE.

Here it is, in all it's glory.

Share it, love it, comment on it. Also, please read elephant. It's superb.

Now that I've succeeded in publishing my first non-scientific article (albeit completely unexpectedly), I'm gearing up to write some more. Stay tuned.

~ Here's to anything being possible. ~

Follow-up: Yoga expert Sadie Nardini loves the article so much, she posted it to her facebook page. Congrats, Kristina!

While Pranalife Yoga classes and training throughout KW continue without change, they will no longer be at the uptown Waterloo studio, though I remain supportive of having a Pranalife-inspired studio space for the yoga community to enjoy.

When I have secured a new location for classes, I will post that information.

Your constant support has meant the world to me over the past five years and has been at the heart of Pranalife's success. Indeed, you are Pranalife.

If you have questions, concerns, or simply want to touch base with me, you can contact me at asia@pranalife.ca or at 519.722.7262. I will continue to communicate with you over the next few weeks and Pranalife's social media guru Melissa and I will be updating via the following:   www.pranalife.ca www.facebook.com/pranalifeyoga www.twitter.com/pranalifeyoga   Thank you again for all your love. Namaste.   Asia Nelson, Director - Pranalife Yoga asia@pranalife.ca 519.722.7262 www.pranalife.ca

A crew of us have been privy over the past few weeks to some excellent research and tips on being a better 'better half' during our Pranalife Yoga 30 Day Valentine's Challenge. From learning how to build a strong foundation in our relationships to keys for increasing intimacy we've all become, well, better people and certainly better 'better halves'.

Today's information was so good I just couldn't keep it to the 30 Day crew (you can become one, too - sign up for a Pranalife Profile and check the 30 Day Challenge box to get in on our next one). So, here it is, re-posted publicly for you:

Pranalife Yoga's 30 Day Valentine's Challenge: Doing Better Battle

In light of the upcoming "special" Day on February 14th (Valentine's, Singles Awareness, whatever you like to call it) and the new 30 Day Yoga Challenge at Pranalife, we're hosting an exciting class that yours truly (that's me) will be teaching!

One Mat, Two Hearts: Partner Yoga Class at Pranalife

Date: February 12, 2011, 12:00 – 2:00 pm

Cost: $30/person

BONUS: Are you signing up for the 30 Day Challenge pass as well? (You don't have to in order to come out to this partner class)...if you are, this class will only cost you $30/couple!

Join us at the Pranalife Yoga Studio in Uptown Waterloo for a deeply unifying partner yoga class. Perfect for beginners and seasoned practitioners. Come ready to laugh, balance, and communicate more deeply with each other. You need not be “partners in life” in order to engage as partners on the yoga mat – bring your parent, friend, sibling or even that first date! Come together; come to life.

Please send an e-mail to Lindsay at lgulanes@pranalife.ca to sign up, or call the studio at 519-208-4224. Space will be limited, so hurry on up.

All you need is one mat and two hearts. Deepen your connection on the mat in order to induce growth off the mat.

Lots of love, and Namaste, my friends.

When the Pranababes approached me last year about doing a 30 Day 'Sexless in September' Challenge to focus on yoga's tenet of bramacharya (often simplistically translated as 'celibacy'), my first reaction was that it would be great for driving traffic to the site; say “sex” and “yoga” on the same page and you’d be amazed how the numbers spike. But brazen marketer aside, how would we make use of 30 days of consciously choosing celibacy?

It turned out to be a great opportunity to explore the real meaning of bramacharya, which is more than some Puritanical concept of suppressed sexual desire. It’s about relationships - with ourselves and with each other - and having an intention to improve those relationships. At its heart, it’s  about exploring the nature of how we connect and how we can connect as more divine beings.

In our next 30 Day Yoga Challenge we're going further: For 30 days we're challenging ourselves - and you - to become a better lover, friend, kin and co-worker (no, we won't encourage you to sleep with your boss, but you may just learn how to get that promotion regardless). The Pranalife 30 Day Yoga Valentine's Challenge will launch with a Partner Yoga class at the Pranalife Yoga Studio on Saturday, February 12th from 12:00-2:00pm with Kristina. From there you'll receive a full month's worth of tips and tools to succeed in relationships of all kinds, and there's a 30 Days of Yoga studio pass special in it for you when you sign up. Commit today at www.pranalife.ca/30daychallenge.

28 days into the year 2011 and this, the only resolution I have set for myself is hitting my life like a Mack truck.  Change is good.  We move around on the mat and have to trust that what the practice brings to us emotionally, physically or spiritually is exactly what we are meant to experience in that moment.  What is not always talked about is the change practicing yoga can bring to your life when you are off the mat.  For me, it meant dealing with things I had held onto for so long I thought they'd never see the light of day.....  and then you keep practicing and suddenly you know you have no other choice.  So here I go, now the fearless yogi... well maybe that's a bit of a stretch but here's what I know for sure...  dress rehearsal is over.  It's showtime and every single change is welcome, on and off the mat...  

Namaste,

Carolynne

My favourite way to describe yoga's ethical guideline of bramacharya (usually translated as "moderation" or "sexual restraint") is that it’s the art of remembering that we’re all divine beings having human experiences. So what does that really mean?

It’s entirely too easy to deal with people on a basic human level. I react to things people say about me. I decide I like/don’t like someone based on what they do. I bypass what a person is telling me they’re about because I’m just interested in what I want them to be to me. Philosophy and psychology often call this the “ego” element of our personality. And what’s the effect of dealing with others on an egoic level? Usually frustration, disappointment, manipulation, fleeting moments of satisfaction, and a consistent message that my locus of control is in the hands of those around me, always changing and inconsistent.

The Yoga Sutras explain that humans get into trouble in part because we misapprehend things that are temporary as permanent, and vice versa. We see a person's appearance and actions and think that’s actually what we’re engaged with, when really it’s the living and breathing and thinking and feeling part[s] within that matters. It’s not that our physicality isn’t real; rather, it’s not the essential element of our what makes us "us". Bramacharya is about engaging that essential aspect of people.

I think of it this way: There’s a part of me that feels pretty much like it has for as long as I’ve lived. I have more experience, yes. I’ve been here a bit longer, sure. But the thing that stays permanently “me” isn’t the physical, tangible stuff. It’s soul-based. It’s what I'm calling “divine”. When I think of myself as a divine being - an essential Self that’s not just my physical form but a Beingness expressing itself in this current physical form - then I find I pull out of small-mindedness, temporality, and entanglement.

When I focus on you as "divine" then I see you as a possibly-infinite presence and not just some crazy driver or poor Customer Service Rep. I can see you figuring out this human experience - and the skill or lack thereof with which you’re navigating the process - and consider how I can support your Greater Experience here. It becomes less important for you to fill my needs. It becomes kind of silly to worry about your habits or what you say about me. It becomes more intriguing to consider what you as a Bigger Being might be doing on this little planet.

Most of the people who hold major influence in my life and create experiences with me worth remembering are - consciously or not - holding a larger vision of me. Their influence on how I feel about myself is my number one best way to break through barriers, to feel safe and seen enough to I forgive, to envision amazing and impossible things. It is divine, inspired living and for me that’s at the heart of bramacharya.

My brain is a little fuzzy since we had the second 10-hour session (of 60) for Module IV of YTT today. However, I can’t help but feel inspired after it all and decided to check in with this current challenge. After coming home with a smile on my face tonight, the first thing my partner said was, “You don’t look tired at all.” That’s crazy, considering the length of time spent practicing/learning/talking/growing today.

We started the day off with a Primary Series practice, which was exactly what my body needed two weeks into this challenge. I’ve been going to yoga classes daily and only spending a little time on independent practice. The ability to practice the seated series in peace this morning (no dancing kitten) guided solely by my own breath was incredibly easy and natural, and I wish I had more opportunity for Mysore classes in this town. After the practice, I had that joyful/energized feeling I so fondly remember from May mornings.

I feel my practice has deepened in just the last two weeks. I’ve gotten stronger, my hips are finally starting to release, and I’ve had constant (good) hamstring soreness daily. Creating this new habit is once again creating change in my body. Connecting with my breath is changing my mind. I love yoga!

Thanksgiving - a time to prepare for the seasons changing, a time to gather around your family and friends, a time to overindulge, rest, and relax. Oh, and give thanks.

Giving thanks as a ritual is part of nearly every culture and tradition on earth, and yet it is only truly examined by a few. But studies show that being grateful can improve your physical health, as well as your sense of well-being. In yoga gratitude meditation is a critical part of cultivating your personal practice. It relates to the eight limbs in many ways.  When we practice gratitude we are cultivating Bramacharya. We are recognizing the preciousness of life, and our own personal divinity. When we give thanks for even the obstacles and crises in our lives, we are meditating upon Isvarapranidhana, acknowledging that our path is our path, without creating expectations about the fruits of our journey. Sometimes the most difficult situations in our life lead to the greatest growth. Flowers grow quite nicely if you add a steaming pile of shit!

This thanksgiving, you may wish to take a few moments to practice gratitude in your own way. Create your own ritual, or try one of the practices from this excellent list on Zen Habits.

For the record I would like to state how grateful I am every day for my wonderful family; the Pranababes; and the good fortune that I have to be able to practice and share and cultivate a life full of yoga.

Namaste, and have a safe and happy long weekend!

I’ve decided I’ll be joining Suzie in a 30 Days of Yoga challenge this month! I’ll blog about it most days to keep you updated with how it’s going, but also to chronicle it for myself. Every once in a while, I’ve gone back and read over my May blog posts over the past few months. It’s awesome to see where I was in my practice at that time and compare that with where I am today.

May’s challenge was all about the Primary Series in Ashtanga yoga. We had a space to practice every morning, and many of us worked through it together Mysore-style 6-8 am every morning. This time around, we don’t have a group space (just yet! can’t wait for January!), and the apartment I’m sharing with my partner and kitty is tiny. As a result, my goal this month is simple: be on the mat every day. Most days I’ll attend a class, and some days will include personal practice at home (which will require coordination - I need to be alone and the kitten must be asleep). My classes will be a mixture of Waterloo Yoga Club, Queen Street Yoga, maybe some Moksha, and definitely Pranalife. If anyone would like to come with me to any classes and/or has any recommendations - let me know!

So why am I doing this challenge? Quite frankly, I miss daily practice. I felt a huge shift physically and personally after the May challenge, and after many life changes in the past few months, I feel like I’m finally ready to commit to my mat again. There are numerous reasons for doing this, but the main one is that it feels friggin’ awesome! Knowing that someone is going through it with you helps a bunch as well. Are you in?

I just read this article in Men’s Health about a guy who gave kórima - the power of unconditional living - a literal run for it’s money and came out with the kinds of realizations I’ve suspected were true all along but haven’t had the huevos yet to try. After this article, I just might …